Life continued...

Have you ever had a phase, when you don't feel like talking to anyone? You just wanna disappear maybe? I don't feel like that with my good friends of course, but with the friends that I just hang out with here, I just don't feel like talking to anyone of them... Oh that reminds, remember the guy that i kissed, just cause I wanted to and then he fell in love? The guy that told everyone about the 'love' haha. Well anyway, so he told me that apparently one of my friends went around telling people about the love' and not him. Got me mad, the day I find out which friend it was, he or she is dead- probably a she cause I only told two of the girls from his circle.

Back to my phase, I don't know if its the hormones- most likely. But I just want to move; want a change. I am so sick and tired of this place, same people, same places, same old stuff. And I've lost mad weight, makes me feel so ugly. Its summer time, and since I'm not bundled up in layers of clothes, you can actually see my skinniness. It could be tumour or the pcos medicines, that made me lose so much weight, but I honestly don't think I've ever been this anorexic thin ever. Well I suppose its better than been mad obese.

Overall, life is blessed. I am so completely over him. Still hurts me and a lot of things remind me of him. But I've come to my senses, and I know nothing will ever be normal with him and I've come to terms with it... So that's out- Thank God!!

That's it for now I guess... Not much in life going on- as always :/ behehe.. But I'll post more later :). Adios